Welcome to OBGYN
Hari ini gw masuk bagian OBGYN. Jaganya 24 jam en tiap 3 hari sekali. Jadi persiapan yang paling penting adalah jaga stamina...
posted by gloria @ 3:50 PM
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Monday, April 25, 2005
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Aaaarrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh
Aaaarrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh
I want to scream
As loud as I can
I want to let it out
All of my problems
Aaaarrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh
I want to yell
As loud as I can
I want to let it go
All of my sorrows
I want to scream
I want to yell
I want everybody knows
That I wont take it anymore
I wont let anyone to control me anymore
I wont let anyone to tell me what I must do
I just want to be free
I want everybody knows that
Aaaarrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh
I dont care anymore
What people say
what people think
I just want to be free
I just want to be happy
posted by gloria @ 4:35 PM
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Akhirnya
Akhirnya gw selesai jg dari bagian THT dengan nilai yang cukup memuaskan (hehehe). Tadi kami ujian postes dengan Prof. Ramsi Lutan, Sp.THT. Katanya dia sih salah satu dewa di bagian THT, dan ternyata emang benar. Gila, pertanyaan2nya mendasar banget, hanya tentang anatomi dari telinga aja. Kan gw udah hapal tuh, jadi so pasti bisa ngejawabnya. Walaupun tapi waktu pertama kali masih gugup, tapi gw bisa rileks jg waktu ngejawab pertanyaan2nya.
Nah, setelah selesai dari THT, gw bakalan masuk bagian terakhir, yaitu OBGYN.
WAduh, bagian terakhir ini lumayan sulit, tp gw yakin bisa ngelewatinnya dengan baik.... (ceila)
Nah, setelah selesai dari THT, gw bakalan masuk bagian terakhir, yaitu OBGYN.
WAduh, bagian terakhir ini lumayan sulit, tp gw yakin bisa ngelewatinnya dengan baik.... (ceila)
posted by gloria @ 4:07 PM
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Friday, April 22, 2005
Welcome To My Life
Welcome To My Life
By: SIMPLE PLAN
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Lagu ini benar-benar gw banget, semua kata2nya mencerminkan apa yg gw rasakan, apa yg gw alami selama ini. Alltough not all the times, but sometimes I feel like what they said in their lyrics.
posted by gloria @ 3:28 PM
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
SEBEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLL :(
Pagi ini gw deg2an karena mau ujian postes THT udah mau dekat (kalo ga besok ya hari sabtu). Gw sampe di rumah sakit jam 08.15, n kira2 jam 11an aku dapet pasien untuk dibawa ujian. Gw diagnosa dgn OTITIS EKSTERNA AS, n benar waktu diperiksa ama PPDSnya. Jelas donk, gw senang banget karena setidaknya gw udah dapat pasien n udah tau apa aja yg bakal gw pelajari utk postes.
Pulang dari rumah sakit, gw maen ke internet (sekarang ini), gw ngebuka friendster, blogspot n my fav. game yaitu neopets. Waktu gw buka account gw di neopets, eh ternyata account gw udah di FROZEN. Semua account gw yang lain jg udah di FROZEN.
SEBEL... SEBEL... SEBEL... SEBEL...
Usaha gw selama ini selama btahun2 hancur seketika....Mau marah juga ga guna, account gw jg ga bakalan balik.
waktu gw cek accountnya temen2 gw ternyata sebagian jg udah di FROZEN.. What happening to the NEOPETS?
Jadi yg gw lakukan selanjutnya adalah buka account baru n mulai maen dari awal lagi.
Sedih sih, tapi mau dibilang apa...
Jadi usaha harus diulang dari awal lagi....
KEEP THE SPIRIT IN THE AIR
N DONT BE SAD
COZ YOU MUST FIGHT TILL THE END
OCHE...
Pulang dari rumah sakit, gw maen ke internet (sekarang ini), gw ngebuka friendster, blogspot n my fav. game yaitu neopets. Waktu gw buka account gw di neopets, eh ternyata account gw udah di FROZEN. Semua account gw yang lain jg udah di FROZEN.
SEBEL... SEBEL... SEBEL... SEBEL...
Usaha gw selama ini selama btahun2 hancur seketika....Mau marah juga ga guna, account gw jg ga bakalan balik.
waktu gw cek accountnya temen2 gw ternyata sebagian jg udah di FROZEN.. What happening to the NEOPETS?
Jadi yg gw lakukan selanjutnya adalah buka account baru n mulai maen dari awal lagi.
Sedih sih, tapi mau dibilang apa...
Jadi usaha harus diulang dari awal lagi....
KEEP THE SPIRIT IN THE AIR
N DONT BE SAD
COZ YOU MUST FIGHT TILL THE END
OCHE...
posted by gloria @ 2:19 PM
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
PLACE I CALL HOME
Place where I feel safe
Place where I feel comfort
Place where I feel happy
Place where I can do anything I like
Place where I can cry and scream whenever I want
Place where I can laugh as loud as I want
Place where I can do anything I want
Where I can find that kind of place
Place I call home
Home that not just a house
But also a home in my heart
Can somebody tell me where I can find it?
I am longing for that
I am looking for that
As long as I live
Maybe someday I will find it
And I'm sure that the day I found it
It will be the sweetest day in my life
Place where I feel comfort
Place where I feel happy
Place where I can do anything I like
Place where I can cry and scream whenever I want
Place where I can laugh as loud as I want
Place where I can do anything I want
Where I can find that kind of place
Place I call home
Home that not just a house
But also a home in my heart
Can somebody tell me where I can find it?
I am longing for that
I am looking for that
As long as I live
Maybe someday I will find it
And I'm sure that the day I found it
It will be the sweetest day in my life
by: Gloria
posted by gloria @ 3:53 PM
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
Saturday, April 09, 2005
LIFE IS STRANGE
Life is strange
You never know what will happen
Will it be good or bad
Will it be fun or sad
Life is strange
Sometimes we dont know how to
Make it good
Make it fun
Life is strange
All that we can do is
Hope, pray and try
That it will be good and fun
You never know what will happen
Will it be good or bad
Will it be fun or sad
Life is strange
Sometimes we dont know how to
Make it good
Make it fun
Life is strange
All that we can do is
Hope, pray and try
That it will be good and fun
by: Gloria
posted by gloria @ 4:31 PM
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
Medical student's love letter
Hari itu,
ketika tubuhku pada metabolisme nya yang
terendah...
Mataku berakomodasi tak percaya...
Benarkah yang tertangkap oleh nervi optici-ku??
Dalam sms mu...
Katamu, akulah nukleus kehidupanmu...
Katamu, jika kau flagelatta, maka akulah ATP...
Katamu, jika kau inflamasi, akulah prostaglandin...
Sadarkah kau??
Kau berhasil membuatku mengalami hipertensi
fisiologis dan tachycardi
Perintahkan membrana tympani mu mendengar
seluruh discuss vertebralis
ku berkata...
"Setiap cardiac outputku membutuhkan pacemaker
darimu.
Setiap detail gerakan glossus mu merangsang
saraf simpatisku."
"Ucapan selamat malammu laksana diazepam...
Ucapan "jangan menangis, sayang"mu bagaikan
valium bagiku...
Dan ketika kau pergi...terasa bagaikan
imunosupresi untukku..."
Apa yang terjadi padaku??
Cinta kau bilang??
Tak pernah kudengar Dorland mengucapkannya...
Di jurnal mana aku bisa memperoleh Randomised
Control Trial dengan Double Blind tentang nya??
Diagnosa aku...
Infus aku dengan cairan elektrolit "aku milikmu"...
Dan kita akan mengaktivasi seluruh sistem organ
kita bersama-sama...
Sampai brain stem death memisahkan kita...
ketika tubuhku pada metabolisme nya yang
terendah...
Mataku berakomodasi tak percaya...
Benarkah yang tertangkap oleh nervi optici-ku??
Dalam sms mu...
Katamu, akulah nukleus kehidupanmu...
Katamu, jika kau flagelatta, maka akulah ATP...
Katamu, jika kau inflamasi, akulah prostaglandin...
Sadarkah kau??
Kau berhasil membuatku mengalami hipertensi
fisiologis dan tachycardi
Perintahkan membrana tympani mu mendengar
seluruh discuss vertebralis
ku berkata...
"Setiap cardiac outputku membutuhkan pacemaker
darimu.
Setiap detail gerakan glossus mu merangsang
saraf simpatisku."
"Ucapan selamat malammu laksana diazepam...
Ucapan "jangan menangis, sayang"mu bagaikan
valium bagiku...
Dan ketika kau pergi...terasa bagaikan
imunosupresi untukku..."
Apa yang terjadi padaku??
Cinta kau bilang??
Tak pernah kudengar Dorland mengucapkannya...
Di jurnal mana aku bisa memperoleh Randomised
Control Trial dengan Double Blind tentang nya??
Diagnosa aku...
Infus aku dengan cairan elektrolit "aku milikmu"...
Dan kita akan mengaktivasi seluruh sistem organ
kita bersama-sama...
Sampai brain stem death memisahkan kita...
gw dapat nih poem dari friendster, what do you think????
posted by gloria @ 3:38 PM
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
Glenn!!!!
Gw lagi ngedengerin lagunya Glenn Fredly yang judulnya "Sekali ini saja". Gila bo, lagunya dalam banget. Ngebikin gw jadi sedih n rasanya pengen meluk dia n bkata kalo semuanya akan baek2 saja. Kenapa ya, dia bisa ngebuat lagu2 yang enak2 banget. Hiiiiiiiii... kalo ngedengerin kebanyakan lagu2nya rasanya kalo dunia ini kebanyakan berisi kesedihan yng teramat dalam, tapi kalo ngedengerin beberapa lagu riangnya seakan kita ikut bergembira dengan dia.
Bener ga sih??????????
posted by gloria @ 5:33 PM
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Percakapan dengan sang ahli...
ollie na70: gmana gloo....
ollie na70: makin mantap nulis bloggernya
oriebyrne: apaan, aku bingung mau nulis apa
oriebyrne: krna ga biasa nulis kali ya
oriebyrne: jd masih belum ada yang aku tulis
ollie na70: awalnya memang sulit tapi lama kelamaan terbiasa
ollie na70: mulanya biasa aja..jadi kayak lagu nich
oriebyrne: iya ye
Memang susah ya, kalo kita tidak ga terbiasa untuk nulis diari ato apapun itu. Banyak banget yang ada di otak kita yang menunggu untuk ditulis tapi ketika hendak ditulis, eh malah ngadat kayak mobil yang mogok di tengah" jalan tol. Gw sekarang mulai belajar nulis apa" yang ada di kepala ke dalam blogger ini. Susah, seperti belajar berjalan aja, hehehe. Untung aja ada temen gw yang paling baek n cakep ada yang berbaik hati mau ngajarin gw.
teng kiu...teng kiu... teng kiu... buat ollie
posted by gloria @ 5:19 PM
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